In my opinion, there's no better way to relieve all my pent up anger than with a video game. Fighting games in particular and in my case, Dragonball Z games. After what happened yesterday, I really got a kick from beating the crap out of my opponent's face. Especially when I'm playing as my favorite character against one I hate. Unlike others, I do not punch doors, throw objects, or pound my head against walls when I'm angry. I really see no reason for that. But that doesn't mean I didn't feel like doing that...

Alternate title for this journal: "Hope you enjoyed that movie..."

Anyway, I became very upset yesterday when my afternoon was ruined both yesterday and the day before. For a long time I've been wanting to see the movie Wall-E. Didn't happen... On Tuesday I was supposed to see it with my family but my brother decides to go out and play with his friends and came back home late. By the time he had gotten home, it was too late for us to go see the movie. I was in a bitter mood the rest of the night. But yesterday was the real kicker. For about a week now, I had also been planing on going to see the same movie with . The day before we were supposed to go together, I was informed by her that would be coming with us. Then, yesterday morning, Venom was on instant messaging and told me that she had decided to bring along two other friends. Which is fine with me, but she seem surprised when didn't know she was bringing along two other people. So that right there caused problems with room in the car. So, they decided they would be riding with 's mom and because of that, decided to get a ride over to the mall and such with them. So, right AS they decided to leave for the movies, they decide to call me to see if I needed a ride over there. I didn't know for sure if I could go with them, so I told them I needed to call my dad. He approved of that, so, I waited for them to call back. So, when they did call back, they said that I COULDN'T get a ride over there with them after all. In the back of my mind, I knew that that was going to happen anyway.

The thing that upset me the most was the fact that they seemed to wait until the last minute to call me, instead of giving me a heads up at least thirty or even 20 minutes in advance.

No, I could not get a ride from my parents, either. Gas prices are just too high right now and my parents do not want to waste gas on something so trivial.

Anyway, I'm not blaming any of them in particular. Just the poor planing. I'm the type of person that likes to have my priorities straight, and often find myself asking the same question at least 2 or 3 times in a row to get the facts straight. I find it incredibly ironic that they find it somewhat annoying when I want to get my plans all worked out.

I was thankful that another one of my friends decided to drop by yesterday afternoon. It really helped distract me from my anger. Right now, I'm not even close to being as mad as I was right after it happened.

I do apologize for this awfully long journal entry. I just had to vent and get this out of my system.